Transgender Blues
Not a lot of people know this but I am a MtF Trans*person, and I feel like I have no one to vent to in my family because they’re all the same: religious backwards-thinking hillbilly redneck monkeys
The only person that I could possibly ever vent to is my mom,and that’s because shes one of the few people I have told, but it wasn’t even in person, I wrote a letter (3 pages long) and its like she hasn’t even read the damned thing, she still tells me: I need a haircut (even though my hair is really short), and gets on my case about: being too young to know that sort of thing.
Anyways, back to the point: I’ve been having mad dysphoria, like…so bad I can’t even go anywhere or get out of bed…because I have to present as Male to everyone, all the time…because I fear for my life and what my family members would do if I did come out to them. I can’t talk to my two best friends either because they hardly ever reply to my texts or Facebook messages, and I get this feeling in the back of my mind like I did something to offend them or they just hate my guts or don’t want to be friends anymore and that just makes my already dysphoria’d self more depressed.
Long story short: I feel stuck in my transition
